I have blogged about 8,12, and 14 hour shifts without breaks. I have also blogged about the fact that I may stay over at the end of these shifts another 1 or 2 hours unpaid.
I am no martyr and I do not want to work these kinds of hours any more than you do. I like to eat and sit on my ass and I like coffee. A lot.
If you have been reading this blog you know that we are short staffed and that I do not have another RN to fall back on if I need to eat, wee, my back hurts etc. My work load can be so insane that I often cannot stop and eat. I am insanely behind on interventions that could get someone hurt if they are not performed. I am hours behind and I cannot catch up due to interruptions. I can't go to the patients who are suffering from a lack of basic care until I catch that other stuff up. How the hell can you take a "break" in the middle of that? Even without taking a break and staying over unpaid to boot my nursing registration is at risk. If that goes I lose my ability to support my family.
Night shifts and weekend shifts are great because I can eat and sit for about 10- 30 minutes as long as all the patients are stable. There are less interruptions and I have a shot at getting everything done and getting out on time. I love those shifts.
But weekday day shifts? Forget it. They are just clusterfucks of total chaos. And they are not staffed any better than the weekend shifts.
At the end of the day, if a patient gets harmed the NMC will pull my license with pleasure. They don't care if we are short staffed or if I needed to stay over the end of my 8 hour shift by 3 unpaid hours to get finished. There are things that I can hand over to the oncoming nurse and things that I cannot hand over.
The main thing that holds me over at the end of a shift is documentation. There is no time to do it during the shift (unless I ignore the patients).
The documentation that nurses are required to do is taken very seriously. I have known nurses who have lost their licenses over this.
Every move a nurse makes, everything she says, every conversation with every person she talks to about patient care, every test a patient has and every action of the doctor, social worker, physio, OT, dietitians etc has to be documented in at least 3 different places. God forbid a patient's change in condition or general assessment isn't documented in all these different places as well. They (Lawyers, NMC, management) also expect it all to be done as it is happening, not at the end of the day.
That is impossible. I would have to ignore the patients all day to pull this off as it is ordered and legally required to be accomplished.
I barely get time during my shift to actually take care of the patients and do anything but the most important forms. For example a life saving test may not get performed if I do not chase certain paperwork. Then it is my fault if said test does not get done.
Social services will not send carers to care for my elderly patient on discharge if I do not leave my other patients alone and fill in hundreds of forms and make about 10 phone calls. We no longer have a hospital social worker to sort this shit out and god knows what the clipboard carrying discharge nurse managers actually fucking do. God only knows.
Pharmacy will not send the drugs I need without many forms being filled in. Lab tests will not get done if forms are not sorted. Some of these forms I have to do an others have to be chased.
The other stuff gets left until the end of the day. So I stay over to do them. It is a legal requirement to complete this stuff regardless of the nurses' own personal situation.
Management says " if you nurses would organise your time better, then you will not have to stay over. No we will not pay you for staying late, just get yourself organised". But they won't give us any help or additional staff. It is my registration that gets pulled by the NMC if something doesn't get done. Not theirs. I could get called to testify in court if a patient sues and if my documentation was messy and half done the barristers will easily have me for lunch. No one cares how overwhelmed I was that day.
But getting it all done during my shift would mean ignoring the patients all day. Can't do that can I?
So other than documentation why do I have to stay over?
Sometimes I hand over to the oncoming nurse and I realise that she is going to be in one hell of a mess.
At the end of my shift and the beginning of hers she has: two crashing patients that need one to one nursing support to implement medical interventions, 5 confused wanderers heading for the stairwell that cannot be reorientated, 10 patients who are demanding a commode and their nightime meds, 8 families lining up demanding to speak to the nurse because "mum has the wrong colour nightdress on" and a drug round that usually takes 2 hours all happening and due RIGHT NOW.
You have to focus hard on the drug round and you have to do it as quick as possible so that you don't make mistakes or get written up because prescribed meds were given late. Fuck it up and /or get them out late and you are in deep. Drug rounds are complex and Medication errors kill and maim and the majority of them occur because nurses get interrupted on drug rounds.
She also has to have all of her patients assessed within the first hour of her shift. What happens if someone has no urine output and she doesn't catch it until 3 hours into her shift? The phone is ringing off the hook. Then there is everything else as well. So I stay on unpaid to special the critical patients so she can finish her drug round and deal with the other crap. She will do the same for me next time when I come on duty after her. It's not about being a caring martyr or loving my colleagues so much that I like to stay on to help them. It is about self preservation.
"Goodwill"? How about "totally fucking scared".
We have brittle diabetic nurses bottoming out all the time on duty because they cannot get a snack. When I was pregnant I swore that I would force myself to take a meal break and sit down. It didn't always happen. As hungry as I was I could not put my patients well being and THUS MY NURSING LICENSE at risk. I often worked very long shifts without breaks while heavily pregnant even when my preeclampsia started to kick off.
A nurse may be a brittle diabetic, or have asthma and back problems, or she may be pregnant. Management will not pay an additional RN to be on the ward so that these nurses can look after themselves for 30 minutes out of a 12 hour shift. And if anything happens to a patient, it will be the nurse herself who is punished and loses her ability to work as a nurse. At the very least, she will be the one that the patients and relatives complain about if something doesn't get done.
We have families to support. This goes out the window if I get struck off or I piss somebody off.
Abandonment of patients by the RN responsible for their care is very illegal. They will strike me off for this and possibly prosecute me in a court of law. Once I take report I am responsible for my patients until I hand over their care to another RN. This is a good law. It stops me from walking off the ward because I am overwhelmed, crying, just been punched by a patient, etc. It is designed to protect the patients. It is a good law. If I leave those patients without handing over their care someone could get hurt and I am in deep shit. Managers love to take advantage of this to get free overtime out of us.
So what happens if there is no nurse coming on duty after me? I have to stay on and keep going until management decides to get/ pay another nurse to take over. I have unwillingly pulled many unplanned double shifts this way. Childminders sure know not to work for hospital nurses. Believe me. Once they find out you are a nurse they say no way. They know that when they look after nurses' kids that they end up keeping that child hours longer than they were asked too.
What happens if my child gets sick at school and there is no RN for me to hand over to so I can go and get him? I can't legally leave if there is not another nurse even if there are 10 care assistants. My husband has to ditch work in the middle of the day and get our child. He misses a lot of work due to the fact that he is married to a nurse. If I am one of two RN's for the whole ward and I really have to leave due to an emergency than I hand over to the other nurse. That leaves her legally responsible for 25 patients herself. She is now liable if anything happens, not management for not replacing me for the duration of the shift.
How's all that for rambling? Would love to go back and edit for grammar and spelling but it's just too long.